But Ava never choked. Not on food, not on words, not on the silences that followed the boys who left or the jobs that fell through. She crammed in the grief—wet and heavy as bread dough. She gulped down the joy—sharp and bright as lemon peel. She took the sky in through her eyes each morning as if she might never see it again.
Ava didn’t sip from life; she swallowed it whole. big mouthfuls ava
Because the world was a feast, and Ava was starving. Not from lack—but from the knowing. The knowing that the plate clears too fast. That the last bite always comes. That the only sin is leaving the table hungry. But Ava never choked