I turned to page 14. Another note.
"Day 16. I fainted at the grocery store. The cashier gave me a candy bar. I ate it in the parking lot like a criminal. Then I made myself throw up in the bushes. When I got home, R. asked if I bought the chicken breast. I said yes. I lied." Buku Diet Cookbook Yulia Baltschun Pdf
"I downloaded Yulia’s PDF years ago. I thought it was just a diet book. I followed it for 2 weeks. Lost weight. But then I read her notes. And I realized: she was writing to me. Not to teach me how to shrink. To warn me. So I stopped dieting. I started eating. I gained weight. My husband left me. But I am alive. Yulia isn't. So now, every time I cook, I leave an extra plate out. For her. For the girl who never got to taste her own freedom." I turned to page 14
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