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Karen laughed. Then she looked around the silent room. No one else was laughing. This is insane , she thought. But she had paid $200,000. Her friends were all Scientologists. Her family had been declared “SPs.” To leave meant losing everything.

Operating Thetan (OT) levels promised godlike powers: telekinesis, memory of trillion-year-old traumas from intergalactic warlords. The materials, however, were different. Behind a locked door in a “confidential” vault, she was handed a folder labeled “OT III.” The first page warned: If you read this and haven’t completed the prerequisites, you will die of pneumonia or commit suicide in 30 days. Searching for- going clear scientology and the ...

First, she stopped paying for auditing. Within a week, a “Security Check” — a humiliating interrogative session — was demanded. She refused. Then came the “Ethics” interview: “Are you looking at forbidden data?” She lied and said no. Karen laughed

The documentary’s climax — a former Sea Org member describing being locked in a chain locker for 23 hours a day for “handling his doubts” — made Karen vomit. This is insane , she thought

She continued, but the magic was broken. The “wins” became mechanical. She noticed the forced smiles, the relentless fundraising, the Sea Org members (the monastic clergy) looking hollow-eyed from 100-hour weeks. Then she found a bootlegged copy of a book called Bare-Faced Messiah — a biography of L. Ron Hubbard that revealed him as a pulp sci-fi writer who once claimed to be a nuclear physicist. He wasn’t. He’d been investigated for fraud.