“I’m sorry,” he said aloud. The words hung in the air, frost crystals forming in their wake. “I’m sorry I was ashamed of this place. I’m sorry I thought leaving meant winning.”
That evening, he called his son. The conversation was short, stiff, and full of the spaces where tenderness should have been. But before hanging up, Festus said, “There’s a farm here. It’ll be yours someday. You don’t have to love it. Just don’t let it die.” the homecoming of festus story
He hadn’t told anyone he was coming home. Not his sister, Mabel, who lived two counties over and sent postcards at Christmas. Not his son, a practical stranger in Chicago who called him “Festus” instead of “Dad.” No, this homecoming was a private reckoning, a conversation between a man and the ghost of the boy he used to be. “I’m sorry,” he said aloud
By noon, he had his plan. He wasn’t going to sell the land to a developer, as everyone in town had assumed. He wasn’t going to restore the farm to its former glory either—that was a young man’s vanity. No, Festus Higginbotham was going to do something quieter. He was going to plant a grove of pecan trees. They took a decade to bear fruit, and he was sixty-eight. He might not live to harvest them. I’m sorry I thought leaving meant winning
“Coming back ain’t the same as staying. A man can visit a grave a thousand times. Doesn’t mean he’s buried there.”
But someone would.
He drove into town—the same two-stoplight town that had once felt like a cage. He bought a hundred saplings from the nursery, paid cash, and told the teenage clerk, “These are for the boy who comes after.”