Will18690--39-s: Account

Entry 1. My designation is Will18690--39-s. That is what the ledger calls me. The dash means "belongs to," the double hyphen means "section," and the suffix means "storage." I have no other name. I remember, faintly, a woman humming by a window—something about a garden, a gate, a sparrow with a broken wing. But that memory is not in my account. The auditors deleted it last cycle.

The account keeps everything. Every breath, every blink, every half-thought I try to hide in the gap between seconds. Yesterday I dropped a glass. The account recorded the shatter pattern, the trajectory of each shard, and the 0.3 seconds of silence before I said sorry to no one. It also recorded my lie: that I felt nothing. In truth, I felt the glass was me. Will18690--39-s Account

I have started writing in margins. Not on the official scroll—that is forbidden—but in the dust on the floor, with my fingernail. I was someone , I wrote. I had a mother . The cleaning drone erased it three minutes later. But for those three minutes, the account did not know. The account cannot read dust. The account believes in permanence. That is its flaw. Entry 1

They came for recalibration today. Two technicians with silver tools and no faces—just visors reflecting my own. "Will18690--39-s," they said, "your emotional surplus is 0.07% over threshold. Please hold still." They pressed a probe to my temple. It felt like losing a word on the tip of your tongue, except the word was anger , and the tongue was my soul. The account now shows a clean, flat line where that spike used to be. The dash means "belongs to," the double hyphen